hee did nth today, dire need for studying le.. roar!

had a happy day yesterday! bio test was ok, but negative marking sucks! haha

met darling for movie ''all about love'' then we ate n ate, haha gonna miss him in the mugging days ahead..

met hong at bugis to accompany her buy a friend's present, then met up with yinjie,leen,weeinn.. so long never see them le! if only shell and tingyan could make it, would be the best! but nevermind! still had a fun time with them! really missed them! took quite alot of pictures, but the camera's with hong for her special date today=p

and when we were about to leave bugis, saw gen! haha so yesterday was really a happy day, to have so many friends together! hee=) too bad no evan, or ql.. but nvm, í'll meet them soon! =)

moved everything back from hostel today, finally! yay!

minghui is now going to try her best to mug!

bio test tmr! sianz

bittergourd for dinner tonight! realised that to cook a meal really requires a lot of love, to scrub a lotus root clean for making soup is no easy feat k? missed dad's cooking, though only for 3 days=p

p.s.exams approaching! aH!

just saw that i kena tagged by weeinn to describe my 5 quirks..well,here goes!
1) i like bittergourd!just this one dish,i'm happy!
2) i have a secret fear of becoming an aunty housewife!
3) i read every genre except sci-fi.. haha
4) i like being alone at home-the freedom hee=)
5) i could never ever sleep all day..

lalala..time to prepare for school!

short but happy date today..dont have to do anything, just feeling your warmth, hearing you talk, and lying on your shoulder, i'm contented.. how nice if we could do this forever!

ql dun sad k? he's coming back soon!

lethargic=.=

exams nearing.. please dun ask me to go out, not even to study.. i study better alone.. haha at least i think so..

short breather tomorrow- no school!! =)

i didnt fail mass test, unbelievably.. haha gotta mug!

where's my drive and courage?!

hey hey!~!! exams coming~!! let's make the best use of the limited time to mug hard! it'll be over soon!

c'mon, we can do it!

quick update- failed my driving test. haha saddened but thanks to gen, i got over it quickly. no big deal, just retest lor...

maths test today i think is gone le.. haha so will be tomorrow's mass test.

kbox was fun! nose dropping off..

i wan holidays~!!

time is running short, i am running a losing race with time. deadlines looming,going crazy. damn vulgarities are not of any help, yet i sputter them constantly. pissed off, pek cek. fucked up. WHY? learnt too late not to procrastinate. damn damn damn.

leeting off steam, i'll be ok =p

is it really possible to think that i can pass 3 tests and produce a 1000 word chinese report on culture? i must be mad. down in the doldrums again... why doesnt study break start earlier? why have i delayed studying till the last possible minute?

24 hours a day isnt enough, 4 hours of seeing you isnt enough...

dissatisfied with my life. had an impulse to break down, cry or whine abit. but i wont. digging for courage to face the toughest week i am ever going to have. driving test, chinese report, 2 tests. i know crying is not being weak, but i dont wanna wallow in despair. i might fail my tests, but i want to say i've at least tried. =)

coming home every night is tiring, but the familial warmth is enough to make up for everything. love my dad,mum and bro! =) i hardly believe my good fortune in having such a loving family=)

3 girls' birthdays coming up! let's meet once before exams!

*crossing my fingers- pass my driving test!*

awkward day at school today, tension was in the words we say, the lame jokes joycelyn n i try to make.. how come? haiz, life will never be the same again...

must continually improve driving! at least enough to pass.. haha..18th 1145am-1230pm! wanna be a first-time pass driver! meeting gen after that to karaoke! haha regardless of pass or fail, as joycelyn says, must still have flair and style=p

came home to see a very very cute blog by a friend who is happily in love... so happy for her! happiness is hard to come by, must grab it when it happens!

two tests next week...

had a rather upsetting thursday and friday.. what happened on thursday you already know.. what happened on friday was a friendship was strained, perhaps it may be even lost. another friendship was lost but it's ok.. at least we now know where we stand..

pepper lunch was nice! even during dinner! haha oops lame=p

just wanna hold you closer from now on, the memories we created i'll always hold dear.. =)

successful mobilisation this second time round. thanks to all those involved, hoo-hah wasnt intended. i didnt calculate that whenever i dont bring my hp, people would wanna look for me, and when i do bring my hp, nobody does.

i was MIA for 3 hours, watching a movie at JP, AWOL. 8 smses, 18 missed calls. and i did tell my mom,just that she forgot to tell my dad. feel guilty towards dad and bro. ultra thanks to qiuling! the most hardworking girl who contacted about 50% of my friends just to locate me.. muackz*

tomorrow have to lug laptop to celebrate grace's birthday, plus i'm broke from driving. as if not enough, some people think they are king.

while bathing, black out, due to lightning. hall 11 sux. missing my dear=(

should stop grumbling, no mood attempt anything except sleep. but i left with a question- how did qiuling get the numbers of my friends? her frenster networking quite lihai.. haha

the book kind of struck a chord within me. to become a mum, does it have to signify you lose part of your freedom, your ideals, your spontaneity? would your actions become weighed down by responsibility and more consequences?

did my mum lose herself? but i think anyone bound by love would lose a part of themselves to their other half, not their hearts only, but perhaps a little freedom, that once gone cant come back..

but the world is made all the more beautiful cause of love. =)

dont think that you have a higher post, hence you have the right to boss other people around. you're wrong. it could be due to your arrogance that things dont get done the right way anymore. you arent that good, the world still functions without you, you aint that important. shove your arrogance back down your throat, and treat people with humility and respect. get it?

ranting... dislike the person who thinks he is superior to my dad. hmph!

"forward together, back together, right together, left together, forward turn, forward turn, right in right in, left in left in, up up up up, kick and kick" one of the happiest times in my life..

how to get rid of this restlessness within me? the urge to drop everything and run away?

living a day by a day, not the way i want my life to be, but the way it somehow turns out. people say things will be fine in the end, exams one month away, will this hold true?

hoping to withdraw from hall by end of oct, very suicidal hor? haha but home is where i feel most at ease.

not thinking of committing suicide, but death seems a pleasant end, though the pain one leaves behind in the hearts of those loved ones will always linger.. reading a book "the lovely bones" by alice sebold.

i'm a nervous wreck when it comes to exams, and i'm unprepared, or under-prepared. feel f***ed up. just do. pent up anger. no place to vent. no way to hide.

in sleep i find solace. nitez